Eyes of the Heart

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Every once in awhile, when adding a new product to our website, something will catch my attention.  This week I was adding a new book called, Photography as a Christian Contemplative Practice: Eyes of the Heart by Christine Valters Paintner.  This author has a passion for photography and in her late 20′s began to “experience photography consciously as a contemplative practice.” She continues to talk about the commitment that she made as a Benedictine oblate to deepen her own path and saw photography as a way to “slow down and gaze deeply, noticing things I missed in my rushed life.”

This connection of living a more contemplative life and photography seems like a natural! Others may have made this connection before, but the way this book is written is beautiful.  You cannot help yourself as you want to savor each word, phrase and thought. This book cannot be rushed and even the author recommends to read no more than one chapter in a week.

Christine talks early on in the book about the practice of lectio. “Instead of praying with scripture, we bring our gaze to the world around us as sacred text.  This practice focuses on on receiving images, rather than taking or making images.” Photography as a form of contemplation is exactly that receiving the images that are already there instead of taking or making preconceived images.

“Both art and spirituality are truly about tending to the moments of life, listening deeply, holding space, encountering the sacred and touching eternity. For a few seconds I touch time beyond time, and in that spacious presence my hearts grows wider, my imagination frees, my breath catches and I am held in awe and wonder. These are the moments that help to make life full of meaning.” (page 4)

I don’t know about you, but this resonates with who I am.  The combination of art and spirituality makes sense to me.  How can you have one without the other? Are there any of you that would like to read this book with me? We could use this blog as a way of discussing various aspects of the book.  Let me know what you think.

To purchase this book or for more information click here.

To read more about Christine Valters Paintner follow her blog at Abbey of the Arts.

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A Mother’s Meditation

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(My mother and me back in 1958:)

Happy Mother’s Day! This is a day to appreciate, be appreciated and/or remember mothers, grandmothers who are no longer with us here on Earth.

I find myself on this Mother’s Day being a mother of 4 children, 2 grandchildren and having my own mom live right next door to me, feeling exceptionally grateful.  While preparing for this week’s entry, I ran across a blog written by a young mom who found meditation as a way of necessity to help balance out her busy days. Please take a couple of minutes to read what she has to say or you can even listen as there is a short audio as well.

A Mother’s Meditation

 

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In Praise of the Earth

 

In Praise of the Earth by John O’Donohue

Let us bless

The imagination of the EArth

That knew early the patience

To harness the mind of time,

Waited for the seas to warm

Ready to welcome the emergence

Of things dreaming of voyaging

Among the stillness of the land.

 

And how light knew to nurse

The growth until the face of the Earth

Brightened beneath a vision of color.

 

When the ages of ice came

And sealed the Earth inside

An endless coma of cold,

The heart of the Earth held hope,

Storing fragments of memory,

Ready for the return of the sun.

 

Let us thank the Earth

That offers ground for home

And holds our feet firm

To walk in space open

To infinite galaxies.

 

Let us salute the silence

And certainty of mountains:

Their sublime stillness,

Their dream-filled hearts.

The wonder of a garden

Trusting the first warmth of spring

Until its black infinity of cells

Become charged with dream;

Then the silent, slow nuture

Of the seed’s self, coaxing it

To trust the act of death.

 

The humility of Earth

That transfigures all

That has fallen

Of outlived growth.

 

The kindness of the Earth,

Opening to receive

Our worn forms

Into the final stillness.

 

Let us ask forgiveness of the EArth

For all our sings against her:

For our violence and poisonings

Of her beauty.

 

Let us remember within us

The ancient clay,

Holding the memory of seasons,

The passion of the wind,

The fluence of water,

The warmth of fire,

The quiver-touch of the sun

And shadowed sureness of the moon.

 

That we may awaken,

To live to a full

The dream of the Earth

Who chose us to emerge

And incarnate its hidden night

In mind, spirit and light.

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Meditation and Running?

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I’m sure that all of use have our own unique stories as to why we came to the understanding that meditation is imperative to our daily lives.  Looking back, I came to this place in a rather unusual way.  Raising 4 children, working full-time and even with a supportive husband, having 2 of the children labeled special needs often stretched our patience level to where we felt like we were ready to break.  The stress was catching up with me, I was having stomach problems, I looked and felt stressed all the time.  About that same time, a friend asked if I would consider joining her in a 5K run that was supporting women who had breast cancer.  Yep, that’s all I needed was to add running to my schedule.  It really was exactly what I needed!  Not being even anything close to athletic, I purchased a pair of running shoes and tried it.  One foot in front of the other. Okay I made it only a couple of blocks but that’s how we all start – right?  What does this have to do with meditation?  I’m getting there – so once I make up my mind to do something, it gets done (just slightly stubborn).  As I made running a routine (after my kids would go to bed), I started chanting to myself, “let it go, let it go,” to the beat that my feet were making as they hit the cement.  That was my way of releasing all the tensions brought on my daily activities.  I was now feeling like a real “runner” so I subscribed to Runners World magazine and one month they had an article on how running is actually meditation for many people!  Hey! I was meditating and didn’t even know it.  All I knew is that my head was clear and I was ready to take on the world after I had completed a good run!

From that point on, I started to put a bit more effort into the idea of meditation and as I continue to meditate as I exercise, it is also a part of my day when my legs are perfectly still. What’s your story?

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My Lord God, I Have No Idea Where I’m Going

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“My Lord God, I have no idea where I am going. I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannot know for certain where it will end. Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so. But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you. And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing. . . Therefore will I trust you always though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death. I will not fear, for you are ever with me, and you will never leave me to face my perils alone.” (Thomas Merton)

I came across this quote from Thomas Merton this week.  It’s not the first time that I’ve read this, but it always makes me stop and contemplate the meaning or just wonder at the pure honesty that Merton delivers.

Merton was one of the great spiritual thinkers of the 20th century. A Trappist monk who became interested in Zen Buddhism prompting much discussion between the east and the west. Merton was also known for his social activism promoting a non-violent civil rights movement. So this quote by Merton, becomes obvious that even he shared this sense of uncertainty about the future, even about his relationship with God.  This is rather refreshing to someone like me.

Throughout this questioning, Merton remains clear that his desire is to please God and to trust even in times that we may feel lost.  Our country this week has experienced a lot of heartache and what I took from Thomas Merton’s quote this week was that good overcomes evil and we need not fear that God is always with us. It’s times like this, times of uncertainty that we look deep into ourselves and remember that God will not leave us to fight our perils alone.

 

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Silence in the Desert III

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Silence in the Desert III
This was an article submitted by Karen Pedigo to the WCCM newsletter.
For the past 3 years, a small group of Christian Meditators
from Tucson and other parts of the United States have been
packing up cars and vans and heading south to the abbey in
the Santa Rita mountains. The abbey has only 7 rooms and
a small chapel, but there are spectacular views here of the
high desert. This past March, my husband, Tim, and I had
the privilege of attending this retreat, led by experienced
hiker and meditator, Frank Price. We went on three lengthy
hikes over the five day silent retreat. We meditated morn-
ing, afternoon and evening. The combination of these ac-
tivities, the teachings, and the fellowship of meditators cre-
ated a unique experience and deepened my meditation, my
hiking experience, and my relationship with all of God’s
creation.
At 9000 ft. in the Chiricahua Mountains, I remember feel-
ing very still, even though I was moving. There was a pro-
found interior silence, even though there were sounds of
nature all around me – the wind whistling in the mountain
tops, the sound of hiking boots on rocks, and whispers of
hikers also on the path with us that day.
I found new insights about my place in the world, and what
it meant to be uniquely human in the midst of other aspects
of Creation. In stillness, silence and simplicity I could feel
deep interconnectedness with the sun, wind, water, animals.
I could feel powerful and insignificant at the same time. It
was deeply moving, and I am truly grateful to have journeyed
with my fellow meditators, each a gift to the group.
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Are We Facing the Sun?

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This week’s audio is from Father Laurence Freeman’s CD entitled Practical Wisdom.  To hear a 22 minute clip, click here. As I had mentioned a couple week’s ago, I had the privilege of going on a week-long silent retreat where we focused on silence, nature and meditation. Sounds like a perfect week doesn’t it? Well Freeman’s words this week resonated as I am constantly working at finding a balance between “doing” and meditation. The doing is often times running in what Freeman refers to as “meaningless circles.”  This can be justified in our minds as accomplishing a lot each, hour, day and/or week.  Running the kids around, meeting with friends, making/keeping appointments and let’s not forget those of us who work outside the home – balancing jobs/home/spiritual life.  Quite honestly, being on the retreat made all of that pretty easy – okay, I didn’t have to work that week and I was away from home.  Reality has set back in, and the balance is wobbling again.  Freeman used a metaphor, the sun as our energy source and like solar panels when they are not in use, just sit there, looking rather dull but the second they are turned on, the panels automatically slightly adjust the angle to face the sun with a blinding light.  We in our own meditation practice, whether a beginner or not, are constantly adjusting so we can face God.  Putting all thoughts away, focusing on only our mantra can we allow this to happen. How do you make those adjustments to face the sun?

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A New Beginning

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“Fullness in a person cannot permit love because there are no openings, no handles, no give-and-take, and no deep hunger. It is like trying to attach two inflated balloons to one another. Human vulnerability gives the soul an immense head start on its travels—maybe the only start for any true spiritual journey. Thus the Risen Christ starts us off by revealing the human wounds of God, God’s total solidarity with human suffering. He starts with self-disclosure from the divine side, which ideally leads to self-disclosure from our side.” – Richard Rohr in Immortal Diamond

I’m just finishing the book Immortal Diamond by Richard Rohr and this quote resonated something in me especially as we embrace our new beginning, Easter.  The part the continues to swim in my mind is that God starts self-disclosure from the divine side, and then moves into self-disclosure from our side.  As we commit to being more contemplative, seeing God through self-disclosure from our side happens even in the smallest most minute ways.  This is the most wonderful news and as we increase our awareness we can feel ourselves being closer and closer to God, but it also can be frightening in the sense that when I have no more patience left, feel irritated or overly tired, there is still self-disclosure from our side.  Easter is a time of new beginning and God is all loving and all forgiving – it is time to rejoice.

As I run across resources that I have found valuable, I will pass them along to you.  One that is worthwhile is called Daily Prayer Online.   There is a reflection on a daily Gospel reading, Thought for Today, and a Quiet Space.  This quiet space gives little snippets entitled, Presence of God, Freedom, Consciousness and The Word. Beautifully presented and gives you a few moments of contemplation and prayer as we go through the business of our lives.

Peace

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Silence, Meditation and Hiking!

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Last week I had the privilege of joining 7 other people on a silent retreat.  The unique characteristics of this retreat was not only the silence but the chance to meditate 3x a day and hike through various parts of the high desert found in southern Arizona.

Each evening we would meet and reflect upon a reading, video or parts of a book related to the wonder of God and nature.  This relationship was often symbolized as a flowing river.  To strengthen our awareness, one evening we turned to Laurence Freeman OSB, and read lectio devina style, parts of a newsletter that he had sent out years ago that was perfectly suited to this week of silence.

“To feel this natural peace by the glass-smooth river, as the birds sweep and dance above it, as the sky brightens like an irresistible human smile that you know won’t let you down, is to find oneself anew.  It is to be restored to the harmony of nature- the shalom in which we resonate with all creation, with these conditions merely as an absence of conflict or as an escape from risk – as do urbanized human beings in their security compounds walking below the cold gaze of security cameras- is to not be there at all.  It is to miss the gift of peace and to be far away in an illusory world,” Laurence Freeman OSB.

Over the next few weeks, I will continue to reflect and write about this retreat.

“God saw all that he had made and saw that it was very good.  When we see this, we see with the mind of God,” Genesis 1:31.

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Are we Ready to go Barefoot?

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John Philip Newell reads from “A New Harmony.” He speaks in this powerful video of walking barefoot while in India, stumbling over a woman lying on the ground.  Something in Newell knew that he didn’t want to touch this woman because if he recognized the woman, he would have to change.  Do we allow uncomfortable ideas, situations in our lives to change us, to open our eyes to recognize God? As I listened to this video for a second time, the woman becomes a metaphor for everything that we fear.  Fear is a very real emotion but it often is just the surface for some deep rooted emotions that we are not willing to face.  Please leave a comment that you would like to share.

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